Saturday, December 5, 2009

Not beating myself up....moving on

Well if you couldn't tell by the title, I gained weight. I weighed in at 146.4, which is 1.1lbs. up from last Saturday. I'm okay with it. I know what I did wrong, so now I should concentrate on rectifying that instead of digging a deep hole for myself. I just don't think it will serve me any purpose to be angry about a number all weekend. I'm to a point where I actually don't mind looking at myself in the mirror. I'm more confident then ever. I'm GOING to step it up a notch this week. My gift to myself this Christmas is to be at a "normal" weight. I want nothing else except that. I don't think I'm going to take the weekend off from exercise. I'm so close to my goal. I just can't give up now. I don't want to be feeling like crap at the beginning of 2010. I don't want to "start over" again. Its just not acceptable. I'm better than that.

I'm going to head out and do some shopping. I'm going to look into buying a sit up bench as well. I hope you all have a great weekend. Much success at your next weigh-in;)


1 comment:

266 said...

Grrr!!! Gains suck! I know it's a fact of life, but I am feeling for you right now, Dee!

That being said, I am so proud of you for shaking it off!!! You are an incredible person to be able to move forward with the grace you are exhibiting right now and I am very proud of you. Your attitude is right on the money for getting the weight to continue coming off and I am thrilled that you are refusing to let this deter you.

Take a look back at your starting photos. You have come such a long, long way already and you really don't have much further to go. You even changed your long term goal, but you are still far ahead of the game because of all the hard work you have already done.

Your journey is inspiring to others and I hope that it is to you too. This is something you will be able to look back on and know that your rocked! Keep it up, Dee! I'm rooting for you!!!